Thursday, March 24, 2005

La la la lala...i need energy...

Come 12 days dat i have not entered a blog...reason being...too busy to even read blogs dese few days....

Ai ya...yesterday was my lab programming lor...not i wanna say..i really wanna become enemies wif dat idiotic module liao! (So much so dat i even strangled my dear...heeheeeee my outlet to vent frustrations....haha...poor thing hor...=p) Anyway, stayed in campus till like 12 midnight lo..my dear waited wif me...n help me do...SIGH SIGH SIGH...It's is thx to him dat i could do lo...and could go home late w/o worries lo...*salute him*...

sigh....see how i will die for my Practical Exam....(So if it happens dat someone laughs hysterically during the lab exam...it must be me...no one else liao....*_*')

Hm..today was the first round of presentation for my MNO module (Management and organisation). The first group (all guys) seemed not bad in their presentation...haf skit and ask the audience questions somemore....But den like not much theories to substantiate their info...Eh..but they very 'Grand' leh....wear long sleeve n pants..(Act, the guys cant be wearing spaghetti tops and skirts, can they?!?)

The second group not as zai, but they very good at defending the 'lethel' arrows shot at em by the guys from the first presentation group lo..(so mcp wan...ppe not even dat critical of em during their Q & A lo...*_*') Wat de?!? &*^&(@*^)$&%@*&^ to them...U noe what this means? Means..our MNO grp will have to add a lot of oil liao....(jia you mah =p)

Oh, our MNO group...haha..realise dat Mr BaiChi cant stand my *_*' look....He uses a funny look to counter my dat face..but i wonder how come only he is allergic to my dat face leh??? *scratch head*

Anyway, now i got to do some transcripting and my handwritten notes r wif mr Bai Chi...thx n no thx...k lah, so blog, shall see you next time! Byebye! Have a nice day..still got MNO meeting today at 6...*sob sob*

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Another day of yawns...

Well, this is another day...Of hm...actually not too bad lah (cuz got no programming...).

Managed to concentrate during maths and genes...but during MNO..hm...i was...er...er....laughing out loud...and making lotsa noise. (This is according to sources, which i find to be highly unreliable...so....dun care! =p)

Anyway, today was not too bad. I dunno y. The MNO 'gang' injects laughter into my day. Brightens up a blue day? Hm...could be cuz they r all mutants...heeheeee(Ping ping excluded...=p) Dunno leh..they are like er...drugs..hahaha..my frens said i got 'high' yesterday during my lecture, which was after my MNO tutorial. Had a wonderful lunch with the group before lecture anyway :) So the conclusion is...maybe i m addicted to the group liao! (Oh no..how?..But 1 thing for sure...i laugh like crazy, and i also get suan-ned like crazy... *_*'..call me legless prawn, fish..bla bla...nevermind..I WILL RETALIATE!!!)

Oh, a bit more about my MNO project group then. The menbers are: My dear ping ping..the cow-cj...the freak-edm....the monkey-moss and last BUT not least, Mr. Bai Chi...-YS...wahahahahahaha) They ah...very crazy and fun loving. Hm...sometimes they laugh at me for no apparent reason, but when we get down to work, we mean BUSINESS...haha(but the business can turn junky once in a while...den will haf siren from the monkey =p) Nice to have known them :)

Ok then. Tomorrow i have to get up early for tuition. Still not settled yet leh..how huh?!? Sigh...how come i 'itchy' finger go and give tuition last time?!? Now i have problem letting go....sigh sigh sigh (Must face the wall and reflect liao..People say...mian bi si guo...hahaha)

Ai ya. Think i should end here. Oh, Joanna'a father is as lame as i am....Joanna, if you ever see this entry, Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...Dun tell uncle ok...heheeee...

Alright..good night blog :) Cya again! ;)

Ahhh...the deer feels a bit sad leh...now i feel sad liao :(

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Big big stress...

I dunno since when, the tension level in my blood has started to build up and up, showing no signs of relieving...I am now working in a cold dungeon (YIH...de...though full of people, it is still cold...why huh?!? Are they cold blooded?)

MADNESS!!!

Total madness...SO sick and tired of the things that psychos make their followers do...(can sense the pun?) Sigh...too much for me liao...how i wish that life is like a fruit cake...Yummy! Full of fruits to add colours to your life, and the cream (i mean non fat based one...heeheee) and the sponge like softness of the cake itself...sweet and delicious! How enjoyable....(Dreaming....dreaming...*_*')

Yesterday, i was doing my programming lab....Still FOC (full of crap) leh my programme. In the end i had to rewrite my whole body... :'( How will i die for my practical exam...How i wish...there had been no idiots who came up with programming, no computer, no IT, no internet, no blog...(blah....win-lose situation...)Oh no...no conclusion reached. I will work hard, like what i have always told myself to do...(But it does not help that i am still at my blog at this hour instead of plying through my books...books....i hate trees!!!) Hm...how come the end does not justify the means? nono...How come the means do not the end??? Ai ya...how come neh??? How come??? How...com...e...???

Anyway, one good thing is i am enjoying my philosophy...i like to think...but i cant think fast..nor act fast....sigh...i disgrace the ninja turtles...=p Well, maybe i should change my modules...Lucky i am not in any madly 'fast' track programs...if not ah...sure sit in a corner and cry...(cuz cant catch up mah...)But aint NUS like dat? Always so fast...oso dunno for wat...They teach, we learn, we forget...how does it help? Yaya...help me to lose confidence and reinforces memory leaking techniques...*_*"

Ok lah...enough of lamenting...sigh...my blog will be gloomy weather at least till my exams are over! Den, there will be rainbows...blue blue sky...Rainbows in the blue blue sky! Yes! I look forward to that...Wish me luck!!!

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Two months exact!

Hi blog!

Nope, u have not been forgottened. Just that these few days, tutorials are getting longer and longer..and aplenty. More tedious, the NUS lecturers again think all students are geniuses, and scheduling lotsa gruelling tests and tricky questions to kill me....*dead* (Worse then a prisoner-of-war!)

I must admit, that despite my attempts at trying to keep myself trouble free, the tormentuous stress has taken a toil on me. I have at time felt disillusioned and lost hope. This feeling is very unpleasant, making me feel solemn and frustrated. How i wish that people dun always get into 'dog-fights' (by this i mean the competition amongst the chem engineers...really scary lo...even worse den a 'eat-all-u can competition. These people eat forever...increasing function somemore....Why am i here in such a 'freaky' fac?!?) Sigh...i am getting sick and tired of such nonsensical competition. (Primarily cuz i always lose out =p)

Tuition is also a bit straining already. I have to talk to the student before i start swinging to the bottom of the cohort with my results *_*'

Anyway, today was a good good day. (minus maths test: Have to go for finger training course liao...key in wrong values 2 times?!? Like feeding rice into nose lo....How can this ever happen?!?- Er...this analogy has no apparent links...oops)

Ok, back to nice day i had. Went out for a movie...'i do i do' with the deer...(relaxation deprivation lah) Hm...then dinner....and surprise! He bought me a handphone accessory (some chain with my name on it) and a card, filled with words. Haha...so thoughtful. (Despite all the nerve wrecking tests we have) Surprised+touched! Almost flooded the whole house with my tears...(juz kidding...dun take me for real..i am a 'heartless' person..heeheee...Happy second anniversary Dear!

Shall work hard and jiayou! I wud like to say a big big 'THANK YOU' to the people who have been there for me, supporting me and encouraging me. (GREAT FRENS! HI 5!) Without you all, i wouldnt know how i wud have passed the days lo...(Specially to my dearest deer, Joanna, Freakie, Xiaoli, the cow, yisheng :)) Thanks a lot a lot a lot...*hugs* --Wait, for everyone except the cow....haha....i give him grass as reward. =p

Okie...tired already. Tomorrow muz start to pis again...for my final midterm test-Genes and society. (Why test our genes? Arent they already in us? What is there to test?)

Alrite..byebye blog! Take care! :)