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Sunday, May 15, 2005

Well....Sunday part 2...gloomy :(

I have decided to come up with another post, which really describes how i feel today. Think it is like a kinda heavy feeling...

One week after exams. And i am still having weird dreams. Tension? Where does that come from? Not too sure. But may roughly guess it. Had such a scary dream this morning! In the dream i kept crying, crying and crying. Even as i think about it now, my eyes turn moist. Apparently when i woke up at that junction (i had fragmented sleep) my eyes were swollen. Just a bit of sadnees and i could already feel tears. Can you feel the extent of helplessness and sorrows that haunted me pervasively in my dreams? I don't know. I wonder why.

To each family his own problems. 2 sets of strong perceptions by 2 opinionated groups of people who refuse to hear each other out can really turn things sour. The children get into a fix. Can they stop it? Irritating. And some mingling by ignornant person adds to the tension of the children. Sometimes i just wonder, if it was good for people to be such complex and emotional creature? Perhaps it should be a gift, for those who know how to make good use of it. Perhaps, it could be given, and withdrawn gradually each time a person acts in his wilful way and persistence. Will that teach them? Learning by the hard way? Perhaps...But if perhaps really took place, the world would be a much better place...

by xiaojia at 2:50 PM |